

Love of a Younger Womanthere was this girl i knew an i liked her alot but all she ever did was tell me all i was not she used to laugh an joke an call me an old fart i dont think she knew how her words tore me apartLove of a Younger Woman
i used to tell her that i loved her an that i care she would just get this blank look an stare i would tell her i'd protect her an treat her like gold she would just laugh at me an say im too old
i told her all i wanted was to be a part of her life she said i was dreamin if i thought she'd ever be my wife i begged her to


I am someoneI sit here leaning up against my bed all these things running thru my head Why me why me whatever did i do I dont think i deserve these things i go thruI am someone
Why cant i be happy, why cant i find love did i do something to anger the man up above I feel so alone here trying to feel in the dark theres nothing left in me, no glimmer no spark
They all see my bruises but they dont seem to care all they ever do is just whisper an stare I try to make friends but my smile is so fake how can you love life wh


Punching BagI was born an u were proud but u never once said it aloud I dont kno what made ur life so bad what turned u cold, what turned u mad All i can say is .. it wasnt mePunching Bag
so why cant u just let me be Why do u laugh when u call me a name do u think this is all some kind of game Is this how u let your love show your fists on me blow after blow u make me bleed, u make me cry I just lay in pain an ask "why dad why" Maybe this is just my fate A body for u to unleash all ur hate Please oh


PillsHere i lie on the bathroom floor my head resting againt the door I try to get up, i try to standPills
but i lay here with a bottle in my hand
It used to be full just like my life before the pain, the blood, an the strife I didnt mean to but the pain was too much so i swallowed a pill for every harmful touch
For every spiteful name .. i swallowed For every punch .. i swallowed For ever kick, for every cold word .. for every hateful glare .. i swallowed
Dear lord how many did i take &nb
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